Disappear from virtual world

I've been disappear from the virtual world for two days!! I feel so lost when this morning Joel and Daniel told me what happen to the stupid stalker who have no life and could be too desperate of love. I pity Elizabeth for putting her trust to this so called "friend" who at the end of the day will spread their conversation and some of her daily thoughts to the whole friends list in the internet just because he is not satisfied with the way she don't accept his so called "LOVE". What kind of guy are you who fire back when your tackle or good deeds got rejected? Do you think the people around her will trust you just by your little posting? No brain! What do he get at the end of the day beside his own satisfaction? You idiot spoil your own image.

One rain session on Wednesday evening spoil my mini tv in my room, auto gate and my very precious and old phone... I wonder why my phone rosak.. I did not plug in to the charger while raining.. I only sms my brother who was at college only.. NO connection to anything.. Can thunder strike transmitted through air? I really have no idea at all!! So frustrated when it happen in the middle of the night i found out that my handphone was spoiled. I'm total lost with time, i have no alarm clock to wake me up in the next morning and I have no contact number to ask anyone. In my room I don't like to put a clock because if that particular night i can't sleep I will end up counting the clock ticking until the next bright morning. Plus I don't keep alarm clock for spare... This actually make me realize how important a handphone to my daily life. The next day is my exam and i couldn't find any alarm or human alarm to wake me up. I know I could not trust Daniel for time stuff... Sorry la but really hard for me to depend on you to wake me up since you also always depend on me to wake you up.. hahaha...

What will you do if you need to really to wake up the next morning because of an important exam without phone alarm or people calling or normal alarm? Hehe.. I thank God that on thursday morning the important football match was on and in the middle of the night i heard my brother switch on the light. So i quickly run down and ask him for his phone.. haha what a good sister this time... took the one and only phone from brother... I desperately need a new phone now... I'm still waiting for the coming sony ericsson k760i... I want that phone.. I don't care!!

Thursday exam was horrible. For the first time, I lack of time to answer all the questions. There are four questions in that whole exam paper. 25 minutes before time up, I am still doing half way of my question 3.. So scary!! My hand was sweating excessively as usual and my hand numb already after writing non stop for the pass one and the half hour. Moreover the first question third part i still left it blank and the last question not yet touch.. Arrrr... so scary.. My nervous stop 3 minutes before the time out. I manage to write all the known and unknown answer but the entire paper handwriting is in mess. I hope my lecturer. the second marker and the third marker can read my ugly and messy handwriting about the last question. I write non sense a lot at the last part because i don't expect heuristic part will come out. Wrong move all together. This semester is the worst semester i ever had in APIIT so far. I hope next semester will be far more better than this.

Anyway, I have decided to change course from web development to computing. Reason is that I want to learn C++ and I doubt my ability in ASP... So I pray hard that when i approach the program leader on next Wednesday or Thursday, I won't get shoot or scolding from her and I hope she will approve my transfer. So many minor stress occurs this few days.. but i'm still looking forward to the holiday trips that I will have.. Hooray! Can't wait until Monday.. Pray for good weather and save journey please...

That's it for now. Bye dear virtual diary. Time for me to disturb Joel and Daniel in their own ps2 world.. haha... Get back to you later