Falling sick

Look at the title, you already know my condition. Oh dear... why is my stamina so low nowadays? Fall sick so frequently. Sien sien sien. My mouth now swollen. I'm having 3 big ugly ulcer inside my mouth. Besides can't talk properly, I have no appetite and keep craving for sleep although I slept from 9.30pm yesterday till this morning 7am. Plus plus, my face is full of breakouts. I feel so ugly and don't know where to hide my face dy >.< Pimple pimple, please go away from my face and body please.. I want to take nice pictures in coming Bali trip.

In the meantime, everyone sounds like leaving soon and my worries in life kinda add on. I wonder what will be there for me in the next few months. The only one thing I can do now is pray and learn to depend on Him even more. Is it really time for independent? Take up challenges? Oh Father, I don't have confident for all these. Teach me Oh Lord. Guide me please...