Ministry

I think it is about time to start praying again for Big Daddy to either just drag and drop me in a ministry or He sent someone to pull me in to a ministry so I can start serving again or maybe I should just sign myself into one ministry and start from there. I feel dryness in my walk with Him whenever I'm reminded that I'm not using my gifts from Him. I'm keeping it inside a nice invisible box since I stop serving at YF and Kid's Kingdom.

I found myself misses YF even more now. Whenever I see him share about his youths, pray and go for activities one after another, I really feel like tagging along or go back to serve in YF. I miss all my grown up youths (now most of them are leaders/helpers). Just yesterday, due to one issue with his youth, besides giving my own point of view, I actually had a sleepless night. All those 5W & 1H just keep buzzing me whole night even when I'm asleep. It just haunt me like how programming codes used to haunt me :P 

So, reminder to self : Pray Cherie Pray

Love,

Rie

11.11.11

If I'm still in primary and secondary school, I think I might missed out a 1 or 2 "1"s when I'm jotting down the date on every exercise book page.

Today(11th November 2011) is a very significant day for many people around the globe. There's more than 1000 couples in Malaysia are getting their paper signed today. I can't imagine the pool of pretty brides in white + nervous grooms + family members + friends who are crowding around the hall/room to witness the once in a lifetime ceremony for those couples. Some are taking today as a day to ask for forgiveness, propose to their gf, party and many more.

As for William and I, we're going to indulge ourselves with good food and good music serve with some good catching up moments. Not sure where to go yet but hopefully the food and music won't spoil our night.

It's time to doll up a bit and get into my new dress. Wondering whether I can still fit into it or not >.< It's been awhile I didn't doll-up... Hahaha... Usually dressing up and doll-up is a norm to most girls but I'm the other way round.

Actually, I'm counting down to Christmas Day. As usual, every year I'm looking forward to Christmas season where I can bring out all my "friends" from the roof and place them around my beautiful and bright Christmas tree. Preparing gifts, shopping spree, going around taking pictures, hearing Christmas carols and many more but not the wrapping prezzies part. Can I ONLY in charge of unwrapping the gifts this year??

After Christmas, New Year then My 25th Birthday then CNY then Valentine and the list goes on and on. I'm also looking forward to CNY also. Marked another memorable event too.

I'm really blessed and highly favoured by My Big Daddy From Heaven. Thank you Father. Thank you for the gift of life every single morning. Lord, You're my personal Lord&Savior, my everlasting Father, my friend and I want to learn to declare that every single morning. I Love U, Lord

Pencil & Eraser

Pencil: I'm really sorry
Eraser: Sorry for what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: Well, everytime when I make a mistake, you will be there to erase my mistake. But as time pass by, part of you are gone
Eraser: I'm made to do this. Even thought I know one of these days I'll be gone, and you have to replace me with another. I'm still happy to do this job. So don't be sad, it worries me :)

Don't you find this little conversation meaningful and remind you of someone or something? Reflection time :)

Complicated Woman

I browse thru this long time ago, but I never thought that it is true until you really think about it.
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.