Thursday, August 02, 2012

Absence

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder" is the one and only phrase that darling love to tell me whenever we didn't meet for a day or two. Our usual practice would be meeting each other every day since Day 1. Exception would be those days where he go overseas/outstations/burning midnight oil. But he will still replace something for me to hug or cling on :D

I am basically very attached to him which sometimes I felt that I robbed a lot of his alone time, rest time and even buddy's time. Though I feel bad and heartache whenever I see him snooze off almost everywhere he could possibly find but I just can't find myself not seeing him each day. I admit that I am very much spoiled by him in many ways. Most of the time, I will get what I requests. He has been very patience with me and been trying his very best to fulfill all my weirdest demands. Spoiled brat in other term.

Darling, I'm not writing this down to boost of how good you are to all who come across this blog post but I'm writing it as my own self reminder so that I won't give myself reason to forget/deny what you have done for me and how much you love me. I know I can easily get clouded by negative thoughts whenever I'm down or quarrel with you. Or maybe one day, I might even totally forget about you. I don't know what the future holds for both of us. Surely I would pray earnestly and hope that we will have long life on earth together and will forever be each others' buddy, best friends and life time partner by His grace and blessings.

Rie is looking forward to spend her lifetime with you. 43 more days to go. Ganbate. Last but not least, I love you, William.

Love,
Rie

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