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Dear diary, did you miss me? Honestly, for the past few week I feel so lazy and totally no mood to update my blog. Too many stuff that happen to me every single day and I have learned so much from it. I believe that i grow stronger with all the ups and downs in life.

In my house, dark cloud are all over due to "Times up" but our heart and soul is not ready yet. I already cut down a lot of activities and spending to minimize the clouds. I make less noise and shoot less needles. I'm wondering sometimes, if this time ends.. will the dark cloud blow away or it will still remain there forever? I pray that it will turn to happy and bright shinning sky. I want back my ordinary life, i miss the girl that i once knew...

On the other hand, college life for this semester was tough as i need to face maths again. I used to have this mind set that after form 5 i no longer need to study math and memorize all the formula. But this is a totally wrong mind set. Today, the math is twice harder than what i have learned in secondary or even diploma. I have to imagine the number!! My test coming up on Tuesday and I wish that i could understand the way and logic before Monday. Need to add oil. Besides that, I was also caught in plagiarism case. Definition find yourself. I'm found guilty for giving out my work to another party without knowing or with knowing. People curi also i guilty, I give ppl also i guilty... What kind of logic is that? I did my own assignment!! Only thing is ppl took it. An assignment which cause me didn't sleep well for a week and finally score 12 which is a B+ is canceled out totally. So sad:-( The bad news is that now as i need to redo the assignment the maximum point i will get is a D. I don't know how am i gonna explain to my dad with this kind of grade. My result is never ever lower than a B grade.

Meanwhile in church, nth much happen.. YAW was awesome. The drama team did a good job but the bad thing is my accessories that i lend out is never being return back to me!! My lash curler, my comb, my clothes, my nail polish and earring. Please return back people. This is not school perfomance where after the thing can take everything home and make it your belongings. I know it is not expensive.. But mine is mine. Be a good example people.

Personally, I miss shopping very much. I want to go for shopping spreeeeeeee...... But have to collect money for something more important first. Ok la I'm gonna stop here coz daddy coming back soon and tomorrow is ICCG. If i can wake up i will go for dim sum then go support Daniel and the team. Else i will go jewelry fair in the afternoon.. I want a bracelet. My perlini silver one broken dy... Bye diary.